MY WORLD

train of thought..

So today two of my good friends lost someone they cared about recently.. tears were pouring out of their eyes. I was saddened to see them like that, it broke my heart. One of them was crying with his head down and just saying “I love you guys, I never wanna lose you.” and ”Michele, I don’t wanna lose you. I love you. It sucks to lose people you care about.” :/ Its difficult because what can you say to help? words can’t heal a situation like that.. being there and giving them a shoulder to lean on is only appropriate thing you could do, comforted them and told them “everythings gonna be okay” cause everything IS gonna be okay. I haven’t lost someone like that yet, and I hope not to anytime soon either. But I can’t imagine the pain and heart ache you would go through losing someone you care about.. its hard to accept the fact you won’t see them anymore. But regardless they are in a better place now, no more pain, no stress, they can finally rest in peace. But in the end you will get through it and carry a piece of them in your heart always, and definitely grow stronger. RIP<3

getting organized

cleaned up my desktop, hail yeah.

I love craigslist

Ahh, I’m currently looking on craigslist for cameras I’m looking at nikons and canons, kinda leaning towards a nikon d40 though cause I’ve read its good for beginner photographers and stuff. we’ll see tho :) not trynaa to spend too much on onee so I’mma keep looking for the right one ;) I’m excited! hehe 

“Trust is like a mirror, you can fix it if it’s broken, but you can still see the crack in that mother fuckers reflection.”

- Lady Gaga & Beyonce

mondays

agh, I dread mondays bleh.

I just want it to be friday, NO actually the last day of school :)

that’d be niceeee

I just want you to know..

Idk where we’re at right now, we’re not talking or trying to fix anything.. I’ve kinda given up, I’ve tried. Sometimes enough is enough right? We’ sit here stranded, though we’re doing our best to deny it.

But regardless, I’m still here for you. I told you I’d always be here for you right? I’m not gonna flake on my words. I’m here if you ever need a shoulder to lean on.

I wanna

get those helluh nice cameras, like the canon, or nikon something of the sort. The profressional and expensive cameras. I wanna get into photography. I need a hobby and thats one I would like to pursue and give a try :)